Has this Johnnie dude ever had u fuck anyone other than other white fellas? And is there an overtly racial element to y’all’s relationship dynamic. Does you thinking you are trash have n-e-thing to do with you being black. If so, in yr mind are whites considered not trash solely based on their whiteness? Last thing, has yr fam met or know of this John dude or is he a secret?

Hes only “had” me fuck one guy. I usually decide who I want to fuck and ACTUALLY the last two guys that I had sex with were both… oh oh wait for it … BLACK!! Theres not an overtly racial element but it is apart of our D/s dynamic and obviously if i didnt like it I wouldnt still be with him. Me thinking I’m trash isnt because I’m black lmao- so no to the latter part of that question. Everyone knows about Johnny and the only person who hasn’t physically met him is my Dad.